Expanding Horizons

My first day starting work was basically Aug. 4th.  (Trainings and staff orientations etc.)  Since I started I've been trying to figure out the most profound way to illustrate how I've felt thus far.  Should I be afraid?  I don't know.  But I'm really not and I know who I have to thank for that.  Let me embellish...

Prior to my first day of practicum I was petrified.  I mean that literally.  My heart pounded and I was scared stupid.  After the first few weeks things eased a bit, but even after that it was challenging at times.  The most challenging part for me I think was believing in myself. 

I wish I could do something or say something that would be able to express how thankful I am for my practicum supervisor.  I truly believe that he taught me more in that one year than I've learned in my whole program.  He is so incredibly intelligent and though he doesn't like to admit that he's good with counseling he really is.  I got to a breaking point at one time and though I tried my hardest to fight back the tears I could not.  But he never made me feel stupid or embarassed for doing so.  He gave validation to my feelings and understood my passion for being successful in my career.  Then he told me what I could do to improve myself.  I took it all in with an open mind and heart.  I don't think I would be in the mental place I am right now if it weren't for his amazing support.  He helped me to really believe that I can do this and do it well. 

For that I thank you with all my heart.  If you are ever reading this you know who you are.

For others, I really hope that your own practicum experiences can be as gratifying as mine was, if not, fight to make them what you need!  This is your future and the future of the students you serve at stake here so do your best, be your best, and believe in yourself!